In memory, John Winoto…
March 4, 2006 by ez12k
most of u would be wondering who is this person i mentioned in the title. actually i want to post this msg last week but realized i missed out this part in my previous entry so i will replace it here…
John is actually my teammate in online game called Utopia. we’ve been together awhile quite long together with other teammates. he passed away last week on 23rd Feb but i only received his death news from another teammate (Luc) on the next day, 24th Feb which happened to be my school nite DnD. can’t be denied tat it was a bad timing as i was having a function tat nite…
looking back during our gaming days a few years back, it was quite an enjoyable time despite quite hectic schedule as we need to online everyday. such online games really is interesting for us players n even developed an international frenship among us. those days were just amazing. but as time goes by, ppl r starting to get bz with real life n soon we all left the game with memories to bring along.
can said tat my university life wasn’t tat good in terms on life n death. i encounter serious lost among my relatives n only recently losing a fren who i never meet before but have known each other for years. all these happenings always remind me how fragile life can be. u could be all perfect today but lose it all the next day. which is why i live to enjoy my life as in the present day rather than worry so much about the future or the past.
bout my point of view, i would have gone crazy if i were to become mentally weak. no kidding, i m stronger when it comes to such stuffs. my frens r curious when i didn’t share thoughts or problems with them, some even misunderstood tat i was so lucky to able to live happily like tat. be realistic, not everyone is so perfect at all, anyway how, we will still encounter challenges in life. gotta deal it the right way, seriously i do feel glad if i can help. n no worries for me if i can’t solve mine, coz somehow i live to it…
things going a bit emotional alr here so gotta stop here. dun really wanna bring such things to my blog but as i mentioned in the title, this is a tribute to a fren of us Utopians, John. rest in peace…
well not everybody can jus blurt out their worries jus like dat..some prefer to b quiet n think about it demselves..its all very normal..so don mind wat dey said s long s ur comfortable wif wat ur doin..
John must be proud to have a nice friend like you..
He did send an email to his friends an hour before he passed away on the way home. You can visit johnwinoto.memory-of.com for the detail.
GBU