Counting days…
April 2, 2006 by ez12k
come to realise that i have around 1 months plus plus left as a student. if things goes as planned, i will finish my exams on 5th May (2nd last day of exam, sigh…) and hopefully results will be come out as expected also so that i can grad smoothly in August. Makes me wonder even more…
main worries will have to be jobs. no intentions to further studies, so gotta get myself a good job security 1st. despite so many advices by lecturers regarding ways to get a better future, i m still sticking to my initial plan. seems to me work oppurtunities r better in penang than other places. exclude KL bcoz of its high cost living which is not suitable yet for me beginners. expecting 1 very good chance from 1 company, hopefully i get the answer when i near to finish my exams…
more miserable personal life for me to worry (or supposed not) as i m kind of losing myself to push myself harder. currently my one n only responsibility to motivate me is the debts i owe to my whole family (n it’s BIG AMOUNT!!!). friends i’ve known in penang r great, various kinds of attitudes i have encountered throughout these 3 years here. but possible it will be left memories when i left uni life soon. what i left behind USM perhaps r only histories…
ipoh friends r also the same, it will be even tougher to meet my peers as we all will be in the same situation, work. since we can’t confirm our work location, so possible most of us will be isolated among each other. n our chances to meet will be more less unless we can arrange a meet every now n then, especially if we return back to ipoh. how far we go, ipoh is still our hometown… 
some of my buddies ask me bout my status n relationship life currently. to make things clear, i m still single. sad to say or glad to say, it’s just a matter tat needs no worries from u all who care for me (thx 1st!!!). perhaps it’s my problem that i dun really able to understand what a gal wants or even learn to like a gal properly. so used to being a failure guy in this situation, i didn’t put anymore hopes currently. or maybe i dun have any hope left to put in? but i will still live to it with a smile as always…
no more hopes or expectations i m hoping from everyone now currently. just hope my remaining days here in USM will be a nice memory for me to cherish. sounds like i want to die 
but truely, days will be more sweeter to pass by if everyone can learn to do in a simple way…
